Hi, folks! Haven't seen you for a very long time (but in fact I do remeber everyone!!!). I feel very-very strange these days. I've passed through much misfortune and can't get well still.
First of all, my mum's had cancer (she's already had surgery, and now she has to take a course of actinotherapy, and then - of chemotherapy). Her doctor is very optimistic about this, but anyway I fear very much, cannot stop thinking about it
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When my mum was in a hospital, I broke up with my bf. Yes, he tried to calm me down, but this seemed to be so cold, he was too cold. I felt we both had become colder, and one day I asked him what was happening, and he said that ''our relationship had become a nightmare'' for him. Then we talked to each other several times and decided ''to stay friends''. It's strange, but we both became warmer after all. Obviously, he was right:).
One more sad thing is I spend more time being ill than being healthy. And at the moment I'm at home with a flu.