I wish for something really, really bad and unlikely for me to wish it
I wish I could stop drinking god damn pills to feel "normal"
I wish that this (so far) 2. shittiest new year of my life passes quickly
I want a person
Oh... and... I was at the birthday party for 3 days.
We were in a small village.
2 cats came and started begging food.
They were so skinny, and outside was -6°
We let them in feed them, they sat by the fire.
at the night we putted them outside ( so they would not pop and scratch stuff)
We were hoping they would leave to wherever. But they were by the doors all the time.
In the morning we found one cat froze to death and the other was stronger and good.
So I have picked a fucking shovel and picked her up, got to the river and threw it down.
FUCKING MARY CHRISTMAS
No good deed goes unpunished