Author Topic: How do you feel? (Mood) (Read 910650 times)

Mystique · « **Reply #800 on:** April 04, 2009, 06:57:56 pm »

I feel annoyed. and angry.

@Mirjam: I hope the allergy passes soon.

Persephone · « **Reply #801 on:** April 07, 2009, 06:23:39 pm »

Lonely and hopeless. I still can't rid of the terrible eczema/allergy whatever so they want to hospitilize me for some time which is really FUCKED UP IDEA cause I have a new job and I am gonna be there tomorrow for first time - then Thursday and Sunday and other days. I can't afford to go to the hospital now!
But I also can't let my health be if it gets very worse I will have to go to the hospital the same.
V. (my bf) was supposed to come this evening home from work but instead of that he's gonna be there for another 12 hours and - I JUST NEED HIM SO MUCH NOW!.
I - I was in the shop after the hospital visit and found there 100 % dark Belgian chocolate - it's not easy to find it here now and he really loves that kind of chocolate - so I bought it for him and wrapped it wonderfully. And... I was at hairdresser's to be nice for him when he comes home. I wanted to be with before my "1st workday" and so... And he won't come.

Persephone · « **Reply #802 on:** April 07, 2009, 06:28:32 pm »

He told me that his colleague asked to change their shifts. But... what if V. asked him to change their shifts because he's so upset with my illness so he does not want to go home anymore today?
And he wouldn't be at work on Friday night instead. But ... in that time I'll already probably be in hospital.
I don't know.

Lucy · « **Reply #803 on:** April 07, 2009, 06:50:12 pm »

I understand that You miss him so much...

All that I can offer is a big hug:

Cheer up, dear, try to distract Your bad thoughts - You'll have the first workday tomorrow, in a workplace You always wanted - this is fantastic, especially in this "economical crisis" period! I'll keep my fingers crossed for You - all will be fine, don't worry!

Prepare some tea, have a foamy bath, listen to some music You like - You can even go to sleep, to be strong and relaxed tomorrow.

Heeeeey

Persephone · « **Reply #804 on:** April 07, 2009, 06:52:31 pm »

Thank You Lucy, but I am afraid of losing new job if they will hospitalize me.

And actually, I can't drink a tea. I cannot have bath... I cannot eat almost anything. Just water and old bakery food - non sweet, non salt... I am hungry in last days so much.

Sorry for so many complaints. I just can't go on this time.

Lucy · « **Reply #805 on:** April 07, 2009, 06:58:46 pm »

I see.

You know, when I'm feeling like this, I'm used to go to sleep, if I can, to finish this day, and to lose consciousness. If I stay awake, I just keep thinking, and thinking, but I'm not able to do anything, to solve the situation. It's like resetting my brain, to "switch myself off" from the current, from the... cycle.

Go dear... don't torturate Yourself in vain.

Have some nice dreams instead!

Persephone · « **Reply #806 on:** April 07, 2009, 07:07:33 pm »

I would be too early awake in the morning

And in the meantime I would turn tired again before my long workday.
I just will wait until usual 10 pm to go to bed.... not to disturb the daily cycle. I try to read or something.

But actually I am really looking forward for deep sleep. That's true.

Hope You are having much nicer evening dear Luca, than I have

Lucy · « **Reply #807 on:** April 07, 2009, 07:12:51 pm »

Thank You, actually, I don't have. I'm waiting for 10 pm too.

Doesn't matter... You know... nothing really matters. Anything happens... I am here

Markus · « **Reply #808 on:** April 07, 2009, 07:43:16 pm »

Let me hug you, too, Mirjam.

I know how cliche-like this sounds, but the blackness of deep sleep often really offers comfort, and in the morning things often do look very much different. There will be an answer; let it be! (To quote an old, simple, but nonetheless true popsong.

)

I wish you a relaxing evening, a strengthening night and an interesting and successful first day at work.

Cheers!

Markus

Persephone · « **Reply #809 on:** April 07, 2009, 08:00:04 pm »

Thanks a lot Markus

saphira · « **Reply #810 on:** April 07, 2009, 08:13:15 pm »

@Mirjam:

You just don't let that bad thoughts get over you.. imagine your first day tomorrow.. imagine the things you like and are in your reach.. don't worry about illness now.. or your bf.. today is just your day, your evening for you! If your mind plays tricks on you and doesn't let you stop thinking than there's really no better thing than very deep sleep. I hope you will manage to fall asleep

Don't worry so much.. at least not today and on your first day in new job! You will do it just fine and your illness won't make it any harder or worse. Keep a positive thought as if that all your life depends on one little thought that makes you feel happy and safe..

I'll be off to bed soon too.. tired and troubled and yeah.. naive again.. sleeeeeep

Penny lane · « **Reply #811 on:** April 08, 2009, 09:02:17 am »

@Mirjam:

all will be well and your job will be fine too. I hope you feel much better today and sleeping did lot of good to you.

@t: 5th day with a terrible headache that keeps coming and going

Persephone · « **Reply #812 on:** April 08, 2009, 06:54:55 pm »

Alright folks, I will probably disappear for several days from tomorrow on... Hospital

Markus · « **Reply #813 on:** April 08, 2009, 07:10:53 pm »

Best of luck, Mirjam! May they help you to get rid of those nasty symptoms.

Best regards

Markus

saphira · « **Reply #814 on:** April 08, 2009, 07:15:36 pm »

Damn.. sorry to hear that Mirjam! I hope that you will get better soon and that this hospitalization will not negatively affect your absence at work. I wish you all the best!

Luth · « **Reply #815 on:** April 08, 2009, 09:58:50 pm »

The best luck Mirjam!!!! Have a short time on hospital! We're with you

The One · « **Reply #816 on:** April 09, 2009, 05:58:09 am »

Best of luck Kris. I know I haven't said a lot about this matter, because all I can think of is already said.
All I can say right now is I wish you a successful recovery and that you return soon.

Lucy · « **Reply #817 on:** April 09, 2009, 07:57:10 pm »

Get well, Miri...

We all are with You.

Lady Sa'iltu · « **Reply #818 on:** April 10, 2009, 07:10:44 pm »

Quote from: Mirjam on April 08, 2009, 06:54:55 pm

Alright folks, I will probably disappear for several days from tomorrow on... Hospital

Get well! I hope it won't take long!!

deathdancer · « **Reply #819 on:** April 11, 2009, 03:44:50 pm »

Bored again.

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